January 2010
20 posts
If you see these tears fill in my eyes,
It’s just the wind that makes me cry…
If you could feel this pain inside, it’s just the drinks we drank last night, just the drinks we drank last night.
Yeap. I’m definitely feeling the drinks I drank last night. Word of advice: Even though chocolate cake shots are delicious, 5 of them in less than 30 minutes will still make you sick. Ahhh, binge-drinking is a...
In Düsseldorf I met a dwarf With bad breath and a...
Well, if I had known that, considering I’m so intelligent and shit, I would have sent you right back to fancy-schmancy Greenwood, Arkansas where you belong. Would have saved me a reason to whine, definitely.
But, I don’t even know why I’m gracing this kind of ridiculous immaturity with a post, considering I have better things to do than starve myself and force myself to puke to...
Lifting the veil...
It’s weird to think of how unhappy I was just like, a month and a half ago.
And now, although it seems that it’s my time to be happy, I’m held back by knowing that the people around me aren’t there with me.
I can’t wait to get my new lens, because I really want to capture this moment and hold it with me forever, if not to remind me of my happiness, then to remind me...
Ho hum
I swear if I have to take one more blood test hungover and hungry, I’m going to hurt someone.
My feet are numb.
But, the good news is, in 2 days I will have my accutane.
And now, I’m tired and still not rid of the early morning nausea, so I’m going back to bed.
Busy, busy day.
Sorting through all my clothes, finally.
Kristin will be here soon, and we’ll have our girl time.
And then, barhopping with big brother.
No school tomorrow.
Hopefully I’ll have plans, besides just lurking and being hungover.
I’m so sick of being as generous to people as I possibly can be, whether I like them or not, and then getting no thanks but immature, ungrateful slander in...
Yeup, just keep telling yourself that.
I really couldn’t care less what you have to say about me.
You’ll get yours someday, and I bet it won’t be that long before you do.
So just keep weaving your curtain of lies to try and hide from the inevitable bad karma that’s coming for you.
But we all know you’re not as far away as you’d like us to think.
:)
P.S. You say I’m not doing anything with my...
Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
My friends, my family, my boyfriend
How many close friends do you have?
About 10.
Who is the most beautiful person you know?
Chelsea!
Most annoying?
Oh dear god. Too many.
Who in your life has hurt you the most?
Alex
Is the someone you know you should hate, but you cant?
Yes.
Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
Of...
So far
Being 21 sucks.
Or at least today sucks.
Missed my dermatologist’s appointment, meaning I probably won’t get accutane.
Cried my eyes out when I realized I had missed it, and now I don’t think I’m going to do anything tonight because I don’t feel like putting my whole face back on to retake my driver’s license picture.
Uneventful birthday, like always.
Something...
Happy birthday to me.
I’m watching adult swim and then going to sleep early to wake up for a 9:30 botany lab and be well rested for a wonderful, inebriated birthday.
:)
I’m so excited about opening my presents.
I know for sure that I’m getting a bottle of x-rated fusion liquor, a cocktail shaker, an ibanez mandolin, and a ukelele. Oh, and Photoshop.
Nice.
Plus I have 60 dollars to either save or...
It's sad to say
that any time I leave fort smith, no matter how shitty my trip is, and no matter how much I don’t want to be there, I still don’t want to come home.
The fact is, every time I leave, I’m reminded of how much fort smith ISN’T my home.
A home is somewhere where you can be comfortable, and where people care about you without ulterior motives.
Home is where the heart is, and my...
Karma bubble bar
So, it’s safe to say that gambling’s not for me.
Less than a week ‘til my birthday, and I have yet to figure out what I’m going to be doing with myself as a 21-year-old.
Sure, I’ll be buying my own alcohol, but I already drink, so what’s new?
Oh well.
Today was exciting.
I went to the second mall that I’ve ever been to where almost everything was out of my...
“What’s up, directors? Grab your knives!
It’s time to take all all of...”
– Of Montreal, Art Snob Solutions
Julie
is currently almost to the point of blind fury.
God, just give it up.
I am so sick of people.
All of you.
You’re all a bunch of fucking idiots.
Fucking get over your false identities, and be yourselves for once.
Don’t be “scene”, don’t be “indie”(well, if you can even call it that), just be who you are, and be comfortable with that.
It’s time to stop...
paraffin wrap
My feet are so soft, and my toenails so pink.
:)
I remember when I was a little girl, my mom would always call things pinkily, instead of pink.
It was really cute.
But yeah.
One thing I love about getting a new laptop is actually taking the time to collect all my music into one file to transfer it onto the new computer.
I went from 2.7 days of music on iTunes to 5.2!
That’s a shit ton of...
I think
This is how you post a tumblr that asks for an answer. Let's see.
My rant on air travel today.
We were supposed to arrive in NY at 12:45, but alas, it is 7:40, and I have just now arrived at the rental car place. Woke up at 4 am.
Packed my shit, and then headed to the airport.
Was it really necessary for me to show up at 5:30 for a 6:30 flight that didn’t end up leaving until 7:30?
And then, we arrive at Memphis at 8:55, the time that we were supposed to be taking off for NY in a...
Gin toddy
I had a beer wake-up call this morning. A.K.A. I woke up at 5am, to find that I had gotten a six-pack last night and only finished one and a half beers.
I’m really starting to get confused about some people’s identities. But I guess I don’t have to worry about that for much longer. But I mean, seriously, so what if your life hasn’t turned out the way you’d like it...
Total Eclipse des Herzens
Jesse Doan is currently driving me, Rodrigo, Chelsea, and himself home from Oklahoma City.
This is already turning out to be a great year.
Started it off with a loudly sung rendition of “Do You Realize?”, a song that I have lived the past 4 years of my life yearning to sing in unison with the Flaming Lips. That’s one more thing knocked off my list of things to do before I die.
The countdown was...
